He promised her five times a night. She told him she couldn’t take it. But the man who whispered that promise in a moonlit courtyard was hiding a limit of his own. One that would decide whether this marriage of convenience survived the Arizona desert.
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The lantern had less than an hour of oil left when Cordelia Vain heard the floorboard creek behind her.
She did not scream. She did not drop the ledger. She closed it slowly, set it on the crate in front of her, and turned with the pistol already cocked in her right hand.
The warehouse of the Veain Freight Company was long and dark and smelled of axle grease, dry hay, and the dust that seemed to live inside every board in Tucson. Moonlight came through a single high window and fell across stacked sacks of flour and coils of rope.
Somewhere between the sacks and the door stood a man, a very large man.
“Step into the light,” Cordelia said slowly. “I have been in this territory 9 days, and I have already decided I do not like surprises.”
The man stepped forward. He did not raise his hands. He was taller than any man she had ever seen, so tall that the lantern light reached his chest before it reached his face.
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His shoulders were broad, his arms long and heavily muscled beneath a dark linen shirt, and he moved with a kind of unhurried control that told her he was not afraid of the gun.
His skin was a deep copper. His black hair fell nearly to his waist, half of it tied back with a dark strip of leather. His face was long and striking, with a hard jaw, a slightly curved nose, and eyes so dark they looked black.
Those eyes went to the pistol, then to her face, then back to the pistol.
“If you’re going to shoot me, Miss Vain,” he said, “do it before the lantern runs out. I would hate to be killed by someone who can’t see what she’s aiming at.”
His English was perfect. His voice was low and amused. Cordelia did not lower the gun.
3 weeks from that night, she would be his wife. She would also, one particular morning, walk into breakfast unable to sit down without wincing or look him in the eye.
But standing in that warehouse with her heart beating hard against her ribs, the only thing she knew for certain was that this man had walked into her family’s building in the middle of the night, and he did not seem the least bit sorry about it.
“You know my name,” she said.
“Everyone in Tucson knows your name. The woman from Philadelphia who wears trousers and asks questions in a voice that makes Clarks drop their pens.”
He tilted his head toward the ledger.
“You are reading the shipping records from the Red Mesa route.”
“How would you know that?”
“Because I came here to read them myself.”
Cordelia studied him. She had arrived in Arizona with two things she considered indispensable: a small trunk holding everything she owned that was practical, and this pistol, which she could use better than any of the young men her father had once invited to dinner, in the hope that one of them might impress her.
None of them had.
She had not crossed half a continent looking for a husband. She had come because her father, Ambrose Vain, owned the largest freight line between Tucson and the trading posts to the east. And in the last 8 months, entire shipments on the Red Mesa route had simply vanished.
Wagons arrived empty. Way bills did not match. Horses that were listed as delivered had never reached their buyers.
And the regional manager, a smooth, soft-voiced man named Horus Bell, had answered every one of her questions with the patient smile men used on children and widows.
She had stopped asking him questions on her fourth day. On her ninth night, she had taken the key to the warehouse from his desk drawer.
“Who are you?” she asked.
“My name is Tahu.”
The name meant nothing to her, and he seemed to see that.
“The traitors call me something else,” he said, “mostly when they think I can’t hear them.”
“And what do they call you?”
“The Apache King.”
He said it without pride, almost with irony, as if it were a coat someone else had made for him, and he wore it only because it kept off the rain.
“I am not a king. My people do not have kings. But the Mexicans and the Americans both need a word for the man they have to talk to when they want to cross our land, and that is the word they chose.”
Cordelia let out a slow breath. She had heard about him. Horus Bell had mentioned him on her second day in the tone of a man warning a lady about a rattlesnake: the Apache who controls the passes. Dangerous, unpredictable, best avoided.
He did not look unpredictable. He looked like the calmst person in the territory.
“Why would the Apache king care about my family’s shipping records?”
Tahu reached slowly into his shirt. Her finger tightened on the trigger. He paused, met her eyes, and smiled very slightly, as if to say he understood, and then he drew out a folded piece of paper and held it into the light.
It was a vain freight company way. Her family’s name was printed across the top in black ink.
“41 horses,” he said, “were taken from my people’s grazing land two months ago. Another 60 were taken from the ranch of Donastan Ruiz, south of the river. We followed the tracks east. At a dry camp near the Red Mesa trail, we found this half burned in the ashes of a fire.”
He set the paper on the crate beside her ledger.
“According to your company, those were 32 head of freight mules bound for the San Pedro mines.”
Cordelia looked down at the way bill, then at the number in the corner. Then she opened her ledger, ran her finger down a column, and stopped.
“Wayey bill 312,” she said quietly. “It’s here, listed as delivered, signed by the receiving agent at Red Mesa.”
“Did the mines receive 32 mules?”
“I don’t know yet.”
“I do,” Tahu said. “They didn’t.”
The lantern flame flickered. Cordelia lowered the pistol, though she did not uncock it. She was not foolish enough for that, but some instinct she did not entirely trust told her that if this man had wanted to hurt her, he would not have stood in the light and introduced himself.
“Someone,” she said, [clears throat] “is using my family’s paper to move stolen horses.”
“Yes.”
“And you broke into this warehouse to prove it.”
“I didn’t break anything.”
He nodded toward the side door.
“Someone left it unlocked.”
Cordelia felt her cheeks warm. She had left it unlocked. She had wanted a fast way out. Tahu noticed. Of course he did. He did not say a word about it, which was somehow worse.
They worked side by side for the next 40 minutes while the oil burned low. He read quickly. He did not need her to explain the columns. Twice he found a pattern before she did, and both times she corrected him on a detail of company practice before he could take too much pleasure in it.
She noticed his hands, which were large and scarred across the knuckles, and the way he turned the pages carefully, as if they mattered. She noticed the warmth that came off him in the cold warehouse air. She noticed that he smelled of horses, woods smoke, and something like sage.
She noticed far too many things, and that annoyed her.
When the lantern finally gutted, Tahu straightened. In the darkness, he seemed even taller.
“14 way bills on that route in 8 months,” he said. “Every one of them signed by the same receiving agent at Red Mesa. Every one of them filed in this office by the same cler.”
“Horus Bell’s cler.”
“I didn’t say that.”
“You were thinking it.”
His teeth flashed white in the dark.
“You’re quick, Miss Vain.”
“And you are in my warehouse.”
“Then I should leave.”
He walked to the side door, opened it, and paused with the moonlight behind him.
“When you’re ready to find out who is buying those horses, you’ll need someone who knows where the tracks go. I’m camped at the foot of the Santa Catalinas by the old Puma Well. Anyone in town can tell you the way.”
“What makes you think I’ll come?”
“You held a gun on me for 20 minutes and didn’t shoot,” Tahu said. “That means you’re curious. Curious people always come.”
He was gone before she could think of an answer.
Cordelia stood alone in the dark warehouse for a long moment, her pulse still racing. Then she picked up the half-burned way bill, folded it, and put it inside her vest right over her heart, where she could feel it every time she breathed.
The next morning, Horus Bell was waiting for her in the front office with a lawyer.
The lawyer was a thin, dry man named Jessup, who wore spectacles on a ribbon and spoke as though every sentence cost him money. Horus stood beside the window in a fine gray suit, his fair hair combed smooth, his face arranged into an expression of regret.
“Miss Vain,” he said, “I’m afraid there’s a small legal matter. Nothing personal, you understand?”
Cordelia had heard men say nothing personal many times. It was always personal.
Jessup unfolded a document.
“The company’s passage contracts through the eastern territories were signed in 1871 under a special agreement with the Apache bands who control the passes. Clause 7 states that these contracts may only be renewed by a permanent director of the company residing in the territory or by a person bound to the band by kinship or marriage.”
He looked at her over his spectacles.
“Your authority, Miss Vain, is temporary. Your father’s letter says so quite clearly.”
“The contracts come up for renewal at the end of the month,” Horus added gently. “If you cannot legally sign them, the authority passes to the senior officer in the territory, which I’m afraid is me.”
Cordelia looked at him for a long, silent moment. She thought about 14 way bills. She thought about a cler who filed every one of them. She thought about the way Horus had warned her so kindly to stay far away from the Apache King.
“How convenient,” she said.
Horus’s smile did not move.
“The law is rarely convenient, Miss Vain. It is simply the law.”
By noon, she had saddled a bay mare and ridden north out of Tucson into a heat so fierce it seemed to press down on her shoulders like a hand.
The desert stretched in every direction, gold and gray and [clears throat] green, crowded with saguaros that stood like silent centuries, with their arms raised against the white sky. The Santa Catalinas rose ahead of her, purple and enormous, their slopes folded in shadow.
Dust coated her boots. Sweat ran down her back beneath her white shirt and her dark wine vest. She did not slow down.
She found his camp by the old Puma well under a stand of mosquite trees. Horses grazed in a rope corral. A young man with a rifle across his knees watched her approach with open interest and said something in Apache over his shoulder.
Tahu came out of the shade.
He had taken off his shirt in the heat. Cordelia saw that before she saw anything else, and then she could not unsee it. His chest was broad and hard, his stomach riged with muscle, his arms as thick as fence posts and shaped by years of work rather than vanity.
A thin vertical scar ran down his left side near his ribs, pale against the copper of his skin. His long hair was loose now, falling over one shoulder.
She realized she was staring at the scar. She looked up. He was watching her watch him. He did not smile. His eyes did it for him.
“Miss Vain,” he said. “That was faster than I expected.”
“Something happened.”
His expression changed instantly. The amusement disappeared.
“Are you hurt?”
The question surprised her. It surprised her more that he seemed to mean it.
“No, but Horus Bell is trying to take the company from me.”
She swung down from the saddle and handed him Jessup’s document. He read it standing in the sun, his eyes moving slowly over the lines. When he reached clause 7, he stopped. He read it again. Then he looked up at her with an expression she could not read at all.
“Kinship or marriage,” he said.
“I know what it says.”
“You’re not my cousin.”
“I’m aware of that. Thank you.”
Tahu folded the paper and handed it back.
“If Belle controls those contracts, he controls the passes, and if he controls the passes, he can move as many stolen horses as he likes under your family’s name and blame my people when the ranchers come looking for them.”
He looked toward the corral, toward the young man with the rifle, toward the mountains.
“I need to know who is paying him. I can’t find that out from outside your company.”
“And I can’t stay inside my company unless I’m bound to your band,” Cordelia said.
They looked at each other. The heat buzzed. A horse stamped in the corral. A cicada screamed somewhere in the msquite.
“Say it,” Cordelia said. “One of us has to.”
“You came all this way,” Tahu said. “You say it.”
She lifted her chin.
“Marry me.”
He did not laugh, though she saw how much he wanted to.
“That,” he said, “is the least romantic proposal I have ever heard.”
“Have you heard many?”
“That’s the first.”
“Then you have nothing to compare it to.”
She crossed her arms.
“It would be strictly a business arrangement for the investigation. When Belle is finished, we dissolve it.”
“Of course.”
“And I have conditions.”
“I’d be disappointed if you didn’t.”
Cordelia counted them on her fingers the way she would in a boardroom.
“Separate business, separate property, decisions shared only when they involve the investigation.”
She hesitated for half a breath.
“And separate bedrooms.”
“Agreed,” Tahu said.
She waited for the rest. There was no rest.
“That’s all?”
“You gave me your conditions.”
“And you’re simply agreeing?”
Tahu took one step closer. He did not touch her. He did not need to. He was so tall that she had to tip her head back to hold his gaze, and his shadow fell across her face and cooled it.
He studied her for a long moment, as if reading a page more carefully than the others.
“Were you hoping I’d object to the last one?”
Cordelia nearly choked.
“Certainly not.”
He smiled.
“Good.”
They were married 4 days later in the cramped office of a territorial judge who sweated through his collar and kept glancing at the size of the groom.
The next evening, under a pale sky, stre with rose and gold, Tahu’s people held a short blessing by the old Puma well. An elder woman with a face like carved walnut tied a thin strip of red cloth around both their wrists and spoke words Cordelia did not understand.
Tahu translated them quietly in her ear.
“She says the wind does not ask the mountain for permission.”
“What does that mean?”
“I have no idea,” he murmured. “She says it at every wedding.”
Cordelia bit the inside of her cheek to keep from laughing. She felt his breath against her ear, warm and slow, and the laugh died somewhere in her throat.
His fingers rested on the back of her hand where the red cloth bound them. They were rough and very warm. She could feel his pulse, steady as a drum. Her own was not steady at all.
The old vain residence stood on the eastern edge of Tucson, a low adobe house built around a courtyard with a stone well and a twisted pepper tree. Her grandfather had built it when the company was young. It had two bedrooms, one on each side of the courtyard, facing each other across 20 ft of moonlit ground.
Tahu carried her trunk in, set it at the foot of her bed, and looked around the room with polite interest.
“It’s very clean,” he said.
“Senor Eness cleans it.”
“She must like you.”
“She is terrified of me.”
“Ah,” he said. “Then she likes you.”
They stood in the narrow doorway. The courtyard behind him was silver with moonlight. The air smelled of dust, of the pepper, of the evening heat slowly leaving the walls.
He was close. Not touching close, but close enough that she could feel the warmth of his body across the small distance. Close enough that every breath she took seemed to carry him in with it.
She waited for him to say something clever, to push, even a little. To test the last condition, the way men always tested the boundaries she drew.
He didn’t.
“Good night, Cordelia,” he said.
It was the first time he had said her name. Not Miss Vain, just Cordelia, in that low voice, as if he had been holding it in his mouth for days.
“Good night,” she said.
Her voice came out softer than she intended.
He leaned one hand on the doorframe above her head. For a moment, a single breathless moment, his face came down toward hers, and her lips parted before she could stop them.
“If you need anything in the night,” he murmured, “I’m 20 ft away.”
“I won’t need anything.”
“I know,” Tahu said. “That’s why I’m telling you.”
Then he walked across the courtyard to his own room and closed the door.
Cordelia lay awake for hours. She listened to the coyotes in the hills. She listened to the pepper tree moving in the wind. She listened, though she would have denied it under oath, for the sound of footsteps crossing the courtyard.
None came.
Once, near midnight, she thought she saw a lamplight under his door. Then it went out.
She punched her pillow. She turned it over. She stared at the ceiling and told herself that she was relieved, that this was exactly what she had wanted, that a man who respected her conditions was precisely the kind of partner she needed.
In the morning, she came to breakfast irritated and could not understand why.
Tahu was already sitting at the table in the courtyard, drinking coffee in the shade of the pepper tree, fresh and rested and clearly having slept like a stone.
He looked up. He looked at the shadows under her eyes. He looked at the way she set down her cup a little too hard.
He understood perfectly. He said nothing at all.
Not yet.
The arrangement held, with every rule intact, for exactly 3 days.
On the morning of the fourth day, they rode east toward Red Mesa.
Cordelia had decided, somewhere between her third sleepless night and her third breakfast across from a husband who looked insultingly well-rested, that the best cure for whatever was wrong with her was work.
Hard work, dusty, exhausting, minding work, and there was no work more exhausting than two days in the saddle across the Arizona desert in the last weeks of summer.
She wore her dark gray riding trousers, a white shirt with the sleeves rolled to the elbow, and the wine colored vest she liked best, the one with deep pockets for a notebook and a pencil. Her long dark hair was braided into a single thick rope that fell down her back to her waist. A widebrimmed hat shaded her face. Her pistol rode on her hip.
Tahu rode beside her on a tall gray stallion with a black mane. He wore a loose shirt of pale cotton open at the throat and leggings of soft tanned leather, and he rode as if the horse was simply another part of his body. His hair was tied back with the same dark strip.
The sun did not seem to bother him at all. That bothered her.
By midday, the heat shimmerred over the flats and turned the distant mountains into blue ghosts. Cordelia’s shirt clung to her back, and a drop of sweat slid slowly from the hollow of her throat down beneath her collar.
She felt it all the way down. She also felt, without looking, the exact moment Tahus eyes followed it.
She did not slow her pace. She pushed the bay harder. He matched her without effort.
By late afternoon, she had pushed for 6 hours without a single complaint, and so had he.
They made camp in a shallow aoyo under a cottonwood tree beside a thin trickle of water. Tahu built a small fire while she unsaddled the horses. She would not let him do it for her. He did not offer.
When the sun went down, the desert changed completely. The sky turned the color of a ripe peach, then violet, then a deep, endless blue, scattered with more stars than Cordelia had known existed. The heat drained out of the ground. A cool wind came down from the hills.
They sat on opposite sides of the fire with the stolen way bills spread on a blanket between them, held down by stones.
Cordelia read the same column for the third time. Her shoulders achd, her thighs burned from the saddle. Her eyes felt full of sand.
She looked across the fire at Tahu, who was reading calmly, one long leg stretched out, one arm resting on his raised knee, as fresh as if he had just woken from a nap.
“Do you ever get tired?” she asked.
He did not look up.
“Is that a complaint?”
“An observation.”
Tahu turned a page.
“I have excellent endurance.”
The words hung in the cool air between them. Cordelia felt the heat climb up her neck. She knew exactly what she had heard. She also knew he had said it in precisely the same tone he might use to discuss the weather, which made it impossible to accuse him of anything.
“We’re discussing riding,” she said firmly.
Tahu finally raised his eyes. The firelight caught them and turned them to dark gold. He looked at her for a long, slow moment, and the corner of his mouth moved.
“Were we discussing something else?”
D.
Cordelia picked up the nearest way bill and threw it at his head. He caught it in one hand without looking away from her face. Then he smoothed it out and placed it carefully back on the blanket.
“That one was important,” he said.
“So is my dignity.”
“Your dignity,” Tahu said, “is perfectly safe with me. I can’t say the same for that way, Bill.”
She lay down on her bed roll with her back to the fire and pretended to sleep. She heard him laughing very quietly for a long time.
The trading post at Red Mesa sat at the foot of a great flat-topped but the color of dried blood. It was a rough place, a long adobe store with a sagging porch, a blacksmith shed, a water tank, and three big corral full of dust and horses.
Wagons stood in the yard. Men lounged in the shade with their hats tipped low and their eyes not nearly as lazy as they pretended.
The trader was a heavy man named Silas Crane with a red beard and small careful eyes. He came out onto the porch, wiping his hands on an apron when he saw them ride in. His gaze went from Tahu to Cordelia and back again, and something in his face tightened.
“Mrs. Vain,” Cordelia said before he could speak, “of the Vain Freight Company, and my husband.”
Crane’s eyebrows climbed toward his hat.
“Husband?”
“We were married last week,” Tahu said pleasantly.
“Well,” said Crane. “Well, now, congratulations.”
He did not sound as if he meant it.
He gave them coffee that tasted like burned wood, and answered Cordelia’s questions with slippery courtesy.
A lanky teamster leaned against the counter, chewing a stalk of grass. His name was Lyall Dutton, and he had been watching them since they walked in. After Cordelia asked her fourth question about the number of mules received in June, he laughed.
“Beg pardon, ma’am,” he said. “But you two sure don’t look like newlyweds. I’ve seen bankers argue over taxes with more sweetness than that.”
The room went quiet. Crane’s small eyes sharpened.
Cordelia felt it like a change in the wind. If these men began to doubt the marriage, they would begin to doubt everything else. And a man who doubted would hide whatever she had come here to find.
She did not think. She set down her cup, turned, took hold of Tahu’s collar with both hands, pulled his head down, and kissed him.
It was meant to last two seconds.
It did not.
For the first moment, Tahu did not move at all. He stood perfectly still beneath her hands, his mouth warm and firm against hers, allowing her to lead.
She felt the surprise in him. She felt his breath stop, and somewhere inside her, a small, wicked voice noted that she had finally caught the Apache king offg guard.
Then his hand came up and settled very slowly on her waist.
It was not a rough touch. It was patient. His palm spread wide against the small of her back, so large that his fingers nearly spanned her, and the heat of it soaked through her shirt and her vest and straight into her skin.
He drew her a fraction closer, not much, just enough that she felt the hard wall of his chest against her, just enough that she felt his heartbeat begin to quicken under her hands.
His mouth moved against hers.
Cordelia felt her whole body answer. Her knees softened, her fingers tightened in his collar. A small sound escaped her throat, one she had never heard herself make, and she felt rather than heard his low response, a rough breath that seemed to come from deep in his chest.
The store, the counter, the burned coffee, the men watching, all of it simply disappeared.
When they finally broke apart, she stood with her hands still gripping his shirt and her heart pounding so hard she could hear it. For several seconds, she could not remember where she was.
Then she saw Lyall Dutton’s mouth hanging open and Silas Crane looking very carefully at his ledger, and the room returned to her in a rush of heat.
Tahu bent his head close to her ear.
“Very convincing,” he murmured.
“It was acting,” she whispered back.
“Of course.”
She let go of his collar. Her hands were trembling. She put them in her pocket so no one would see.
Lyall Dutton cleared his throat.
“Well,” he said weakly, “I take it back.”
Cordelia spent the remainder of the afternoon wanting to push her husband off the top of Red Mesa. Or kiss him again, possibly both in that order.
But the kiss had done its work. Crane relaxed. He grew talkative. He let them walk through the corrals while he complained about the price of hay.
And that was where Tahoo stopped beside a sorrel mare with a white blaze and went very still.
He ran his hand over her flank, over the brand on her hip. It was a clean heeed mark in the shape of a bee with a bar beneath it.
“Whose brand is this?” Cordelia asked Crane.
“Bar B. Belongs to a buyer up in Prescott. Came through last month on a vain way bill, all proper.”
Tahu said nothing. But when Crane walked away to shout at a stable boy, he took Cordelia’s hand and pressed her fingertips gently against the brand.
“Feel the edges,” he said quietly.
She did. Beneath the shape of the bee, the scar tissue was uneven, thicker in places where it should not be.
“This mayor was born on Don Staban’s ranch,” Tahu said. “His brand is an R. Someone took a running iron and closed the leg into a B, then added the bar to hide the mistake.”
He looked at her.
“I helped Estabban’s son break this horse two springs ago. She bites when she’s bored.”
As if to prove his point, the mayor turned and snapped at his sleeve.
Before they left, Cordelia asked to copy the store’s receipt book for the company’s records. Crane could hardly refuse his employer’s wife.
She sat on the porch for an hour, copying page after page in her neat, fast hand, and on the 14th page she found what she needed: the receipts for every missing shipment, initialed by the same Tucson Clark.
Initials that belonged to a young man named Felix Harlow, who answered to no one in the vain office but Horus Bell.
They rode home with the evidence sewn into the lining of her saddle bag and the memory of that kiss riding between them like a third passenger.
Neither of them mentioned it. Both of them thought about nothing else.
Back in Tucson, the town was buzzing about the marriage. Cordelia heard it everywhere: in the bank, where the cler looked at her with new curiosity; at the post office, where a rancher’s wife congratulated her in a tone usually reserved for women who had survived a flood.
And on the third afternoon, while she waited in the shade behind the laundry for Senora Enz to finish an errand, she heard two women talking on the other side of a hanging wall of wet sheets.
“I saw him at the well this morning,” said the first voice, which belonged to Hattie Puit, who ran the boarding house and knew everything that happened in Tucson, usually before it happened, “washing at the trough with his shirt off. Mother of mercy.”
“I heard,” said the second, lower, laughing, “that a man that size never gets tired.”
“Well, she looks tired. Did you see her yesterday? Shadows under her eyes like coal.”
Both women laughed.
Cordelia stood very still behind the sheets with her face on fire. The shadows under her eyes had nothing whatsoever to do with what those women were imagining. They had everything to do with the fact that she had spent every night lying awake listening to a closed door across a moonlit courtyard and imagining exactly the same thing.
That was what made her angry.
She walked home in the heat, her boots striking the dust hard. By the time she reached the courtyard, her anger had turned into something sharper and more dangerous: a plan.
Tahu was sitting under the pepper tree with a stack of company letters and a cup of coffee. He looked up when she came in.
“You look like a woman who wants to shoot someone,” he said.
“I’ve been hearing things about you.”
“Good things?”
“Things about your stamina.”
He set down his cup. He gave her his full attention.
That was the trouble with Tahu. When he gave someone his full attention, it felt like standing in front of a fire.
Cordelia untied her hat and dropped it on the table. She sat down across from him and folded her arms.
“I’m curious,” she said, “since you’re so proud of your endurance. How many times does a man like you believe he could satisfy his wife in a single night?”
She had meant it to fluster him. She had meant to see the Apache king lose his composure for once in his life.
Tahu understood the trap the instant she set it. She saw it in his eyes. He looked at her for a moment. Then he rose from his chair, unhurried, and came around the table.
Cordelia held his gaze. She would not look away. She would not.
He bent down. He placed one hand flat on the table beside her and the other on the back of her chair, enclosing her without touching her. His long hair fell forward over his shoulder and brushed her arm.
She smelled sage and sunwarmed skin. She felt his breath move the fine hairs near her temple, and then his mouth was beside her ear, so close she felt the warmth of his lips without their touch.
“Five times,” he whispered.
Cordelia turned her head so fast their noses almost collided.
“Five?”
“You asked.”
“You’re impossible.”
Tahu straightened slowly. He smiled down at her. And it was the most purely wicked smile she had ever seen on a human face.
“You look worried,” he said.
“I’m worried about your arithmetic.”
He laughed out loud, a real deep laugh that startled a dove out of the pepper tree. Then he picked up his letters and his coffee and walked to his room, still laughing.
From that afternoon on, five became their private war.
Whenever Cordelia accused him of exaggerating anything, the depth of a river, the distance to a well, the age of a horse, Tahu would simply lift one hand and raise five fingers.
Whenever he teased her, she would remind him with great dignity that arrogant men usually counted the same thing twice.
It was a game. It was only a game.
But games have a way of changing the people who play them.
Cordelia found herself watching his hands as he worked, standing too close to him at the office, close enough to feel the warmth of his arm through her sleeve and not moving away.
At night, she lay awake and stared at the line of lamplight under his door until it went out. And then she stared at the darkness where it had been.
On the seventh night after Red Mesa, the summer storm finally came.
It had been building all day over the Santa Catalinas, a great dark wall of cloud that swallowed the peaks one by one. By evening, the air was thick and heavy and smelled of rain that had not yet fallen. The pepper tree hung motionless. Thunder muttered in the distance like a sleeping animal.
Cordelia stood in her room in a white cotton night gown with her hair loose down her back all the way to her waist. She could not sleep. She had not even tried.
Across the courtyard, lamp light still glowed under his door.
She told herself she was going to ask about the Harlow receipts.
She crossed the courtyard barefoot. The flagstones were still warm from the day. She knocked once and did not wait for an answer.
Tahu was sitting at a small table by the lamp with papers in front of him. He had taken off his shirt in the heavy heat. The lamplight moved over the broad plains of his shoulders, over his chest, over the thin pale scar along his ribs.
He looked up. He looked at her, at her bare feet, at her loose hair, then at the open door behind her.
“Wrong room?” he asked.
“No.”
His voice changed.
“Then something happened.”
Cordelia came closer.
“Yes.”
Every trace of amusement left his face. He pushed back his chair.
“What?”
She stopped directly in front of him. Her heart was beating so hard she felt it in her throat.
“I changed my mind,” she said.
He went very still.
“About?”
Cordelia reached out, took his wrist in both hands, and pulled gently but firmly until he rose from the chair and stood towering over her.
“Separate bedrooms,” she said.
The first kiss was urgent. There was nothing careful about it. She rose onto her toes, and he bent to her, and their mouths met hard, and his arms came around her and lifted her clean off the floor as if she weighed nothing at all.
She wound her arms around his neck. She felt the heat of his bare skin through the thin cotton of her gown, everywhere, all at once, and a shiver ran through her that had nothing to do with the cool air coming through the window.
The second kiss was deeper, slower, worse, in the very best way.
And then she discovered something wonderful.
When she slid her hand down his chest and pressed her palm flat over his heart, the great unshakable Apache King stopped breathing.
His whole body went tense against her, his eyes closed. For three long seconds, all of that easy confidence simply vanished, and he was only a man holding a woman he had wanted for a very long time, trembling very slightly at her touch.
Cordelia smiled against his mouth.
“Lost your arithmetic?” she whispered.
His eyes opened. They were black and burning.
“Not even close,” he said in a voice she had never heard before.
He carried her back toward the lamp. She reached out and turned down the wick until only a small blue flame remained.
Outside, the storm broke at last. Lightning split the sky over the mountains and turned the whole courtyard white for one blinding instant. Thunder rolled down from the Catalinas and shook the old adobe walls.
Then the rain came. All at once, a great roaring sheet of it, hammering the dry earth that had waited all summer for it. Water poured from the roof in silver ropes. The pepper tree bent and tossed and shivered in the wind.
The desert drank and drank, and the smell of wet creassote rose up into the night, rich and wild and sweet.
The storm did not pass quickly. It raged over Tucson for hours, long past midnight, wave after wave of it, thunder chasing lightning across the sky, as if it would never tire.
When at last it moved east toward the San Pedro, the clouds tore open and the stars came back, washed clean.
The courtyard was silent. The flagstones gleamed. Water dripped slowly from the leaves of the pepper tree, and the door of Cordelia’s room across the courtyard stood open and empty all night long.
Cordelia came to breakfast late.
The sun was already high over the washed courtyard. Every leaf of the pepper tree glittered. Puddles still lay between the flagstones, reflecting a sky so blue it hurt to look at, and the air smelled of wet earth and creassot and Senora Enz’s fresh tortillas.
Tahu was already at the table. Of course he was.
He sat in the shade with his long legs crossed at the ankle, a cup of coffee in one hand and a letter in the other, his hair loose and still damp from washing at the well.
He looked rested. He looked relaxed. He looked like a man who had slept for 10 hours on a cloud.
Cordelia knew for a fact that he had not.
She walked toward the table slowly, very slowly. Every step reminded her of the night before in a dozen small aching private ways, and she made sure her face showed none of them.
She fixed him with a look that could have killed a rattlesnake at 30 paces. Tahu remained perfectly calm.
“Good morning,” he said.
She lowered herself into her chair with great care.
“Don’t,” she said.
He almost smiled.
“Don’t watch.”
Cordelia pointed a finger at him across the table.
“Whatever you’re thinking.”
Tahu reached for his cup.
“I didn’t say anything.”
“Your face did.”
That was when he finally smiled. It began slowly at one corner of his mouth and spread until it reached his eyes, and his eyes were the worst part because they were warm and wicked and full of every single thing that had happened while the storm roared over Tucson.
Cordelia closed her eyes.
“I can’t take it,” she said.
She heard the creek of his chair as he leaned toward her. She felt the warmth of him across the small table. When he spoke, his voice was low enough that Seenora Enz, humming at the stove, could not possibly hear.
“You seemed considerably more confident last night.”
Her eyes flew open.
“Tahu.”
He bent closer still until his breath touched her ear.
“Four more tonight.”
Cordelia nearly knocked her coffee into her lap. She caught the cup with both hands, set it down hard, and stared at him with her face blazing scarlet.
Senora Iness came over with a plate of eggs and beans, looked at Cordelia’s face, looked at Tahus, and set the plate down without a word. Then she made the sign of the cross and went back to the stove.
Tahu laughed so hard he had to put his cup down.
Cordelia ate her entire breakfast without speaking to him once. It was the most difficult thing she had ever done, because every time she looked up, he was watching her with that soft, satisfied warmth in his eyes, and every time she looked away, she could feel it on her skin like sunlight.
But she was Cordelia vain. She had never in her life surrendered a field to a man simply because he had won a single battle.
That evening, when Tahu came back from the corrals, she was waiting in his room.
She had chosen the moment carefully. She had chosen the lamp, the hour, and the dark green dress that made her eyes looked like emeralds and left her shoulders bare.
She was sitting on the edge of his table, her long hair falling loose down her back, her bare feet swinging slightly.
He stopped in the doorway. For the second time in two days, she watched the Apache king forget how to breathe.
“I thought,” she said, “that a man who promises five ought to be held to his word.”
Tahu shut the door behind him without taking his eyes from her face.
“Is this a challenge?” he asked.
“It’s an audit.”
He crossed the room in three long strides. She held her ground. She lifted her chin and met his eyes as his hands came to rest on the table on either side of her, and she felt the heat roll off him, and she smelled the horses and the dust and the sun on his skin.
“You know,” he said softly, “I’ve never lost a contest in my life.”
“Neither have I.”
“Then one of us,” Tahu murmured, his lips brushing hers, “is going to have a very interesting night.”
The lamp was still burning when she reached up and pulled him down to her.
The next thing Cordelia knew clearly was a rooster crowing somewhere beyond the wall, the gray light of dawn through the shutters, and the sound of the water carrier’s cart creaking past in the street.
She was lying with her cheek on Tahu’s chest. His arm lay heavy across her back. The green dress was a dark puddle on the floor by the door where it had no business being. The lamp had burned itself dry.
Her whole body felt heavy and warm and loose, as if every muscle had been taken apart and put back together by someone who knew exactly what he was doing.
She lifted her head. Tahu’s eyes were open. He looked, for the first time since she had met him, genuinely tired.
Cordelia felt a fierce bolt of triumph.
“Good morning,” she said sweetly.
He groaned and pulled her back down against him.
It became a war after that. A delicious, ridiculous, exhausting war.
Neither of them said it out loud. Neither of them needed to. Cordelia was the most competitive person she had ever met, and she had met her match in a man who had never lost a contest in his life.
If he teased her at breakfast, she found a way to make him lose his train of thought in front of the clerks at the office. If she stole his composure in the afternoon, he stole her sleep at night.
If he rode out at dawn to check the horses, she rode out with him, even though she had been awake until 3. If she stayed at the office until midnight going through ledgers, he waited for her in the courtyard, and they did not reach either bedroom for a very long time.
Five fingers appeared across crowded rooms. Arrogant men who counted twice were mentioned in the bank, at the post office, and once, very quietly, in church.
One afternoon, he came into the vain office while she was dictating a letter to two clerks. He did not interrupt. He simply leaned against the doorframe with his arms folded, his sleeves rolled to the elbow, his forearms dusty from the corral, and watched her.
Cordelia lost her place in the sentence. She found it again. She lost it a second time when he slowly lifted one hand and rubbed his thumb along his lower lip, exactly the way he had rubbed it along hers the night before.
“Mrs. Vain?” asked the younger clark. “You stopped at regarding the freight rates of—”
“Of mules,” Cordelia said tightly. “Regarding the freight rates of mules.”
Tahu smiled and walked away.
She had her revenge.
Two days later, he was standing in the yard with Donis Stban’s foreman, discussing the price of hay in careful, formal Spanish, when she walked past him, carrying a stack of ledgers.
She did not stop. She did not look at him. She simply let her fingertips trail very lightly across the small of his back, beneath the hem of his shirt, where the skin was warm, and the muscles ran in long ridges on either side of his spine.
Tahu stopped speaking in the middle of a word.
The foreman waited. Tahu stared at the horizon. The silence stretched so long that a chicken wandered between them and pecked at his moccasin.
“Forgive me,” Tahu finally said. “What were we discussing?”
“Hey, Senor.”
“Hey,” Tahu repeated as if he had never heard of it in his life.
From across the yard, without turning around, Cordelia lifted one hand and showed him five fingers.
She heard him laugh all the way into the office, and all the while, the investigation tightened around Horus Bell like a rope.
Cordelia spent her days in the vain office, going through 8 months of records, line by line. She discovered that the company had not simply lost horses. Someone had invented entire shipments.
Way bills had been written for cargo that never existed, wagons that never rolled, mules that had never been born.
Each ghost shipment created an empty space in the company’s paperwork. And into that empty space, stolen horses could travel anywhere in the territory under the vain name, with every document in perfect order.
Every one of those ghost shipments had been approved by the regional manager.
“He isn’t only stealing horses,” she told Tahu one night, spreading the papers across the table in the courtyard. “He’s built a road for them, a road made of paper, and he’s selling the horses in New Mexico and in Sonora, where no one would know the original brands.”
Tahu studied the pages for a long time.
“And when the ranchers come looking,” he said, “he needs someone to blame.”
Two days later, Horus showed them exactly who.
Don Esteeban Ruiz rode into Tucson with 12 armed vakeros. He was a proud gay-haired man with a magnificent silver mustache, and he was shaking with rage.
One of his best stallions had been found dead in a dry wash near the river with an Apache arrow buried in its neck. Beside it, in the dust, lay a broken beaded bracelet of the kind worn by Tahu’s people.
“Your people!” Don Estabban shouted at Tahu in the middle of the plaza, while half of Tucson gathered to watch. “I trusted your people for 10 years.”
Cordelia saw how close it was. She saw the hands of the viceros resting on their rifles. She saw two young men from Tahu’s band who had come to town for supplies standing very still. She saw Horus Bell in the crowd near the bank, watching with an expression of mild and gentle concern.
Tahu walked straight up to Donisan, unarmed, and held out his hand.
“Show me the arrow,” he said.
The old man stared at him. Then he jerked his head, and one of his viceros brought a long bundle wrapped in canvas.
Tahu unwrapped it in front of everyone. He held up the arrow. He turned it slowly in the sunlight.
“Look at the fletching,” he said in Spanish, loud enough for the whole plaza to hear. “Turkey feathers glued, not bound. My people bind with senue. Look at the point. Trade iron filed on a grinding wheel. My people haven’t used points like this in years. And this”—he lifted the broken bracelet—“is made with glass beads from a St. Lewis catalog. Any child in my band could tell you we stopped buying those beads when the price doubled.”
The plaza was silent.
“Estabban,” Tahu said more quietly now, “someone wanted you to come here today with rifles. Someone wanted blood in this plaza. Ask yourself who gains if your vakeros and my people kill each other.”
Donban looked at the arrow for a long time. Then he looked at Tahu. Slowly, very slowly, his hand came off his rifle.
Cordelia let out a breath she had been holding for what felt like an hour. When she glanced back toward the bank, Horus Bell was gone.
That night, Tahu and Don Estban sat in the courtyard of the vain house until 2:00 in the morning, drinking Mscal and going through Cordelia’s evidence. The old man left before dawn with a copy of the forged brand records and a promise to keep his men quiet.
Cordelia went to the office at 6:00. She had not slept. She had not slept properly in 11 days.
She told herself it did not matter. There was too much to do. The contract renewals were due in 9 days, and she needed every piece of evidence in order before then, and she needed to find out who had carried that arrow to the river, and she needed to answer her father’s last three letters, and she needed to show her husband that she could match him step for step without ever, ever slowing down.
At 4:00 in the afternoon, Tahu found her in the back room of the warehouse.
She was sitting at the same crate where they had first met, with a ledger open in front of her and a pencil in her hand. Her head had fallen forward onto her arm.
She was asleep.
She had been asleep for some time because the pencil had rolled off the crate and lay in the dust by her boot, and the ink on the page beneath her cheek had smudged into a gray ghost of numbers.
Tahu knelt beside her. He touched her shoulder.
Cordelia woke with a jerk, reaching for her pistol. When she saw him, she let go of it. She tried to sit up straight. Her body would not quite obey her. Her vision swam, and she put out a hand to steady herself on the crate, and Tahu caught her arm before she could fall.
“I’m fine,” she said.
“You’re not.”
“I’m perfectly fine. I was resting my eyes.”
“For 2 hours,” he said. “Felix Harlow walked past this door twice. He could have taken the ledger out from under your head.”
That frightened her more than anything. She looked at the ledger. She looked at the open door. Then she looked at Tahu and saw in his face something she had not seen before.
Not amusement, not desire. Something closer to guilt.
“How long,” he asked quietly, “have you been this tired?”
She opened her mouth to lie. She closed it again.
“A while,” she said.
“Why didn’t you tell me? Why didn’t you simply say you needed to rest?”
Cordelia looked down at her hands. Her fingers were stained with ink. Her nails were broken from the rains. She was so tired that her eyes burned, and she was horrified to feel them filling up.
“Because you would have won,” she said.
Tahu stared at her. He looked genuinely, completely bewildered, not offended, not triumphant, simply lost. The way a man looks when someone speaks to him in a language he has never heard.
“One what?” he asked.
The question went through her like a blade.
She tried to answer him. She could not because she realized, sitting there in the dust of her family’s warehouse with her husband kneeling in front of her, that she did not know.
There was no prize. There had never been a prize. There had been no contest at all except the one she had been fighting her whole life.
She thought of her father’s office in Philadelphia. She thought of the long mahogany table and the men who sat around it, and the way they had smiled at her when she was 18 and asked her first question about freight rates.
She thought of every time she had swallowed a yawn in a meeting, every time she had hidden a headache, every time she had walked through rain without an umbrella, because asking for one would have meant admitting she was cold.
She had learned very early that if a man saw her tired, he would decide she was weak. And if he decided she was weak, he would take whatever she had.
So she had never let any man see her tired, not even the one who held her every night.
“I thought,” she whispered, “that if I ever slowed down, you would think less of me.”
Tahu was quiet for a long time. Then he reached up and touched her face. His thumb moved gently over the smudge of ink on her cheek, over the dark shadow beneath her eye. His hand was so large it covered half her face, and so careful she barely felt it.
“Cordelia,” he said, “I don’t need you exhausted to know you want me.”
It was the first time since she had known him that there was no teasing in his voice at all, no game, no five fingers, only the truth spoken plainly. The way he spoke to frightened horses and angry men in the plaza.
“I married the woman who held a gun on me in the dark,” he went on. “I didn’t marry her because she could stay awake longer than I can. I married her because she was brave enough to walk into a dark room alone. Now I’m asking her to be brave enough to sit down.”
Cordelia looked at him. Her eyes were wet. She did not try to hide it.
Then she leaned forward and kissed him.
This time she did it slowly. There was no challenge in it, no audit, no war. It was soft and unhurried and almost shy, and it felt more intimate than anything that had happened between them in the dark.
When she drew back, Tahoo’s eyes were closed. He opened them slowly as if he did not want to.
He took the ledger, closed it, and tucked it under one arm. Then he gathered her up off the crate, lifted her against his chest as easily as a child, and carried her out of the warehouse into the gold afternoon light.
Cordelia was asleep before they reached the house.
She slept through supper. She slept through the evening. She slept through the coyotes and the moonrise and the slow cooling of the walls.
And in the middle of the night, half waking, she felt the bed move as Tahu lay down beside her, fully dressed on top of the blankets. She turned toward him without opening her eyes and pressed her face into his shoulder.
He drew the blanket up over her shoulder and laid his hand on her hair.
That was all.
But on the other side of Tucson, in a small rented room above the saddler, Felix Harlow was knocking on Horris Bell’s door with a face as white as chalk.
“She has the receipt book from Red Mesa,” the young cler whispered. “All of it, every page, and the Apache knows about the brands.”
Horus Bell sat in the dark for a long moment. Then he lit a lamp, opened his desk, and began to count his money.
Cordelia woke to sunlight and silence, and the astonishing feeling of having slept 14 hours.
She lay still for a long time, listening. A dove called in the pepper tree. Water splashed at the well. Somewhere in the house, Senor Enes was singing under her breath.
Her body felt heavy and clean and new, as if someone had rung her out and hung her in the sun to dry. Her mind felt sharper than it had in weeks.
Tahu was sitting in a chair beside the bed, reading her ledger.
“You’re awake,” he said without looking up.
“How long have you been sitting there?”
“Long enough to learn that your grandfather couldn’t spell Albuquerque.”
He closed the ledger.
“Felix Harlow left town last night. My cousin Bas followed him as far as the saddler. He went straight to Bell.”
Cordelia sat up.
“Then Belle knows.”
“Belle knows.”
“He’ll run.”
“Not yet,” Tahu said. “Men like Belle never run with empty hands. He has money, but not enough to live like a gentleman in Mexico for the rest of his life. He’ll want one more shipment, one big one. Then he’ll go.”
Cordelia looked at him for a long moment. Then a slow smile spread across her face, and Tahu, who had come to know that smile very well, raised his eyebrows.
“What are you thinking?” he asked.
“I’m thinking,” said Cordelia, “I am going to give him one.”
By the end of that day, the whole vain office knew about the Kentucky horses.
Cordelia made sure of it.
She announced in a voice that carried through the thin walls that her father had sold 30 blooded Kentucky horses to the cavalry at Fort Bowie and that they would travel east on the Red Mesa route in 5 days together with the army’s payroll strong box.
She complained loudly about the insurance. She asked one cler to prepare the way bill and another to arrange the guards. She let Felix Harlow, who had crept back to his desk that morning looking pale and nervous, hear every single word.
It was a lie from beginning to end.
There were no Kentucky horses. There was no payroll. There was only an empty strong box filled with riverstones and 12 ordinary ranch horses borrowed from Don Estban and a trap built entirely out of paper.
“Paper is how he stole,” Cordelia told Tahu that night. “Paper is how we’ll catch him.”
“And if he doesn’t take it?”
“He’ll take it. He can’t resist. 30 blooded horses would be worth more than everything he’s stolen this year.”
She tapped the map spread on the courtyard table.
“The only way to divert a shipment on that route without a fight is at the Kanega relay station where the drivers change teams. All he needs is a written order signed by the regional manager sending the horses south instead of east. The drivers will obey it. They always have.”
“And you’ll be waiting at Sienna.”
“With witnesses,” Cordelia said. “A deputy marshal, Don Esteban, the station keeper, and a copy of every forged way bill ever signed.”
Tahu was quiet for a moment.
“I don’t like you being there.”
“I know.”
“Belle’s men will be armed.”
“So will I.”
He looked at her across the lamp. She waited for him to argue, to forbid her, to do what every man in her father’s office would have done.
He did not.
He studied her face for a long time, the way he had on the day she proposed, as though reading something important.
“Then my men and I will be on the ridge above the station,” he said, “where no one can see us, and where we can see everything.”
“That isn’t protecting me,” Cordelia said. “That’s partnership.”
“I know,” said Tahu. “I’ve been learning.”
Later that night, Cordelia stood at the well in the moonlight, washing the ink from her hands. The courtyard was quiet. The air was cool and smelled of the pepper tree.
She heard him come up behind her, and she did not turn around.
Tahu took the dipper from her hand. He poured water slowly over her fingers, one hand, and then the other, and rubbed the last gray stains away with his thumbs. He did it carefully, without hurry, the way he did everything that mattered.
“You’re quiet,” he said.
“I’m thinking about Tiana.”
“Don’t.”
“I can’t help it.”
He sat down the dipper. He drew her back against his chest and wrapped his arms around her from behind, and she leaned into him and let her head rest against his shoulder.
She felt his breath stir the hair at her temple. She felt his lips touch the small birthark behind her left ear, the one no one else in the world had ever noticed, and a warm shiver went all the way down her spine to her bare feet on the stones.
“Then think about something else,” he murmured.
“Such as?”
“Such as the fact that you slept 14 hours last night.”
His mouth moved slowly along the line of her neck.
“Which means you are very, very [clears throat] rested.”
Cordelia laughed softly. She turned in his arms and looked up at him in the moonlight.
“Is that a complaint?” she asked.
“An observation.”
She raised one hand between them and showed him a single finger.
“One,” she said. “We have a trap to set in the morning.”
Tahu looked at the finger with deep seriousness. Then he lifted her into his arms and carried her across the courtyard.
“We’ll negotiate,” he said.
The next morning, Cordelia arrived at the office an hour late, humming.
The Kenega relay station sat in a green hollow, where a spring rose out of the desert and ran for half a mile before the sand swallowed it again. There was a stone corral, a long adobe stable, a few cottonwoods, and a squat little house with a tin roof that rang like a bell in the heat.
Cordelia arrived the night before the shipment with Deputy Marshall Owen Pike, a lean, quiet man with a gray mustache and a deep distrust of everyone.
She spent the night in the station keeper’s back room with her ledgers open on her knees. She did not sleep much, but this time it was not because she was trying to prove anything. It was because she was waiting.
The wagons came in at 10:00 the next morning in a cloud of white dust. 12 horses on a long string, four guards, the strong box chained to the floor of the lead wagon.
20 minutes later, a rider came in from the west on a lthered horse.
It was Felix Harlow.
He was sweating badly, and his hands shook as he climbed down from the saddle. He did not see Cordelia, who stood in the dark doorway of the stable.
He walked straight to the lead driver and pulled a folded paper from his coat.
“New orders from Tucson,” he said. “Mr. Bell’s instructions. The cavalry contracts been changed. You’re to take the horses and the box south through the wetstones to a buyer’s agent at the Babokamari crossing.”
The driver read the paper. He frowned. He looked at the signature.
“That’s Mr. Bell’s hand,” he said slowly.
“Of course it is,” snapped Harlow. “Now hurry.”
“One moment,” said Cordelia.
She stepped out of the stable into the blazing sunlight. She wore her gray trousers and her white shirt and her dark wine vest, and she carried a ledger under one arm.
Behind her came Deputy Marshall Pike, the station keeper, and Don Estban Ruiz, whose silver mustache was bristling like the fur on an angry cat.
Felix Harlow turned the color of old milk.
“Mrs. Vain,” he stammered. “I didn’t know you were here.”
“I’m sure you didn’t.”
Cordelia held out her hand.
“May I see the order?”
He could not refuse her in front of the marshall. He gave it to her with fingers that trembled.
Cordelia read it once slowly. Then she opened her ledger on the side of the wagon and laid the order beside 14 other papers, one after another in a neat row.
“Way bill 312,” she said, touching the first. “32 mules to the San Pedro mines. They never arrived. Signed by Horus Bell, initialed by you.”
She touched the next.
“40 mules to Fort Grant. They never arrived. Signed by Horus Bell, initialed by you.”
She went down the row, one after another, while the marshall leaned closer, and the station keeper’s eyes went wide.
“And here,” she said, laying the new order at the end, “30 Kentucky horses to the Baba Kamari crossing, signed by Horus Bell, delivered by you.”
“I only carry the papers,” Harlow whispered. “I only carry what he gives me.”
“Then you’ll be glad to tell the marshall so,” said Cordelia. “In detail.”
Harlow looked wildly around. He looked at the road. He looked at his horse. He looked up at the ridge above the station.
15 riders sat on the skyline in a long, silent line. The sun was behind them, and they were only shadows, but no one could mistake the tallest one in the center, sitting perfectly still on a gray stallion with a black man.
Felix Harlow sat down in the dust and put his head in his hands.
He talked for an hour.
He told the marshall about the ghost shipments, the forged brands, the buyers in Sonora and New Mexico. He told them about the arrow. Belle had bought it from a peddler in Tucson and paid a drifter $2 to leave it in the stallion’s neck.
He told them that Belle meant to start a war between the ranchers and the Apache bands so that every missing horse in the territory could be blamed on raiders and no one would ever think to look at the paper.
He told them everything except where Bell was, because by the time Deputy Marshall Pike’s men rode into Tuson that evening, Horus Bell’s room above the saddler was empty.
His desk had been emptied. His safe had been emptied. And the best horse in the Vain Company stable was gone.
He was riding south toward the border, towards Casab and the Alter Valley Trail, with three saddle bags full of stolen money.
He made it almost 40 mi.
At dawn the next day, where the trail dropped down into a dry canyon and the only water for 20 m lay at the bottom of a rock tank, Horus Bell found Bus sitting on a boulder eating a piece of dried meat.
Behind Bilas sat eight of Tahu’s men. Beside them sat six of Donsteban’s vakeros with their rifles across their saddles and expressions that suggested they had been waiting a long time and had not enjoyed it.
“Good morning,” said Bus in excellent English. “Tahu said you would be thirsty.”
Tahu had known exactly where Belle would go. There was only one route south that a man on a single horse could ride without dying of thirst, and only one place along it where he would have to stop.
Tahu had sent his men there two days before the trap was even sprung.
When they brought Horus Bell back to Tucson, tied to his own stolen horse, half the town turned out to watch.
Cordelia stood on the porch of the vain office with Tahu beside her. Belle looked up at them as he passed. His fine gray suit was torn and filthy. His smooth hair stood up in tufts. His face, for the first time since she had met him, held no smile at all.
Cordelia did not say anything.
She did not need to.
The trial took two weeks. Belle was convicted on every charge and sent to the territorial prison at Yuma. Felix Harlow, who had testified against him, received three years. Silas Crane lost his trading license.
Every stolen horse that could be traced, 46 in all, was returned to Don Stabban’s ranch or to Tahu’s people, and the sorrel mare with the white blaze bit Don Estban’s son on the shoulder the moment she saw him, which everyone agreed was a sign of great affection.
Cordelia renewed the passage contracts with her own signature on the last day of the month.
Clause 7 was satisfied. No one questioned it.
And standing in the office afterward, with the ink still drying on the page, Cordelia understood something she had not understood when she first arrived in Arizona.
She had not won this alone.
She had brought the paper, the patience, the strategy. Tahu had brought the land, the tracks, the men on the ridge. Neither of them could have done it without the other, and for the first time in her life, standing beside a strong man had not made her feel smaller.
It had made her feel complete.
The telegram from Philadelphia came a week later.
Her father was delighted. Her father was proud. Her father had spoken with the board, and the board agreed. Cordelia had saved the company.
She was to come home at once and take her place as permanent president of the Vain Freight Company, with full authority over every route from Philadelphia to San Francisco.
It was everything she had ever wanted.
She read it four times in the office. Then she walked home and read it a fifth time in the courtyard under the pepper tree, where Tahu sat mending a bridal.
She handed it to him. He read it once.
“Congratulations,” he said. “You’ve earned it.”
She waited. He went back to the bridal.
“That’s all?” she said.
Tahu did not look up.
“What else should I say?”
“The investigation is finished. Belle is in prison. The contracts are signed. There’s no reason for this marriage anymore.”
She heard her own voice rising.
“And you’re simply going to let me leave?”
His hands went still on the leather.
“You don’t belong to me, Cordelia.”
“That is not what I asked.”
He said nothing. He set the bridal down. He looked at the courtyard, at the well, at the 20 ft of flagstones between the two bedroom doors, and his face was calm.
But it was not easy.
She knew him now. She knew the difference.
And standing there in the shade, Cordelia finally understood.
This man had pushed every single one of her limits for months. He had teased her and provoked her and made her lose her temper and her breath and her pride.
But he had a limit of his own.
And it was this: he would never ask a woman to give up the life she wanted just to stay with him. He would rather lose her than be the cage she had spent her whole life escaping.
She turned and walked out of the courtyard without another word.
She did not go to the train station.
She went to the telegraph office.
It took 3 days, 11 telegrams, and one very loud argument with her father that cost a small fortune at 40 cents a word.
But in the end, the board agreed to her terms.
Cordelia Vain would not become president of the company. She would become permanent director of a new western division headquartered in Tucson, with full authority over every route west of the Rio Grand.
And the division would enter into a joint venture with the band of the man the traders called the Apache King, a horse breeding and transport operation on the land around the old Puma well, owned equally by both.
She found Tahu at the corral by the well, working a young bay cult on a long rope in the late afternoon light. His shirt was off. His hair was loose. Dust hung in the gold air around him.
He saw her coming and let the rope go slack.
“I’ve decided to stay,” she said.
He went very still.
“For the company?”
Cordelia walked up to the fence.
“Partly.”
“The horses?”
“Partly.”
He finally smiled slowly.
“Then what else could possibly keep you here?”
Cordelia ducked between the rails, walked straight up to him in the dust, and took hold of the leather cord around his neck.
“An arrogant Apache,” she said. “Who can’t count.”
Tahu threw back his head and laughed. Then he wrapped both arms around her, lifted her off her feet, and kissed her in front of the colt, the corral, the old Puma Well, and four of his cousins who cheered.
Months later, on a cool winter evening, Cordelia came home late from the office.
The marriage that had begun as a business arrangement had become the truest thing in her life. She still ran her division. Tahu still led his people and argued with traders and rode out at dawn to check the horses.
Neither of them had won the contest.
They had simply stopped keeping score.
When she opened the door to their room, the one room, she stopped.
Five small candles burned on the table by the window. She looked at the candles. Then she looked at Tah, who was lying on the bed with his hands behind his head and an expression of perfect innocence.
“Absolutely not,” she said.
He started to laugh.
“They’re candles.”
“I know exactly what you’re doing.”
Tahu rose, walked to the table, and pinched out one flame between his fingers.
Four remained.
Cordelia folded her arms.
He pinched out another.
Three.
“Better?” he asked.
She tried to keep a straight face. She failed completely.
Tahu put out two more and left a single candle burning, its small gold flame trembling in the draft from the window.
Cordelia crossed the room and stopped in front of him.
“Now you’re learning,” she said.
He slid his arms around her waist.
“One?”
She wound her arms around his neck, rose onto her toes, and brought her mouth to his ear.
“Tonight, Apache King,” she whispered, “stop counting.”
Tahu smiled. But she kissed him before he could answer.
Because they had finally learned that desire was never meant to be measured in numbers or endurance, or who could make the other one break first.
And the man who had once promised five times a night had discovered something far more dangerous than an exhausted bride.
A rested one who had learned exactly how to provoke him back.
Behind them, on the table by the window, the last candle burned on alone, steady and bright long into the winter night.
And that is how a marriage built on paper became the truest thing in the Arizona territory.
Cordelia arrived with a trunk, a pistol, and a promise to herself that no man would ever see her tired. Tahu arrived with a halfburned way bill and a patience nobody could break.
They began as rivals in the dark, became partners by contract, and ended as two people who finally stopped keeping score.
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